I can't write stories only moments because I think in photographs.



i was just rummaging around the urban outfitters shop when there suddenly appeared a VINYL of WASHED OUT :o i love vinyls and i love washed out! and i also love urban outfitters xD temporary, i was kind of delighted because it seemed to be a bargain sale (only 14 euro and we all know how expensive modern vinyls are -.-) but then i discovered the delivery charges :D .. 13 euro, yeeay.. not a bit overdone or so! ;D ..(essentially, i always liked urban outfitters but the online shop isn't comparable with the store in hamburg! i was there in summer and i have to say, i never visited a lovelier store, HOLY) .. well, looks like i have to wait for some "vinyl-bargains" in ebay.. and now i'll show you a song of washed out (new theory). washed out is an one-man band consisting of Ernest Greene whose music can be described as chillwave and lo-fi blabla and in my opinion it's that kind of music which casts a spell over you, doesn't it?

xmas stuff

i could really abandon on this annual christmas days -.- sure, one christmas eve can be quite nice when you're around with the right people but must there be even 3 christmas days? in my opinion it just wastes my holidays..and anyway, where the fuck did the first week go? oO actually, this gives me a good
scare! how can i hold up the vacations? :/ well, i should stop sleeping till 2 o'clock..
hope your christmas eve was lovelier than mine :-)


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black rocks and shoreline sand
still that summer i cannot bare
and i wipe the sand from my eyes
spanish sahara the place that you'd wanna
leave the horror here, forget the horror here
forget the horror here, leave it all down here
it's future rust and then it's future dust


"Someday, I would like to go home. The exact location of this place, I don’t know, but someday I would like to go. There would be a pleasing feeling of familiarity and a sense of welcome in everything I saw. People would greet me warmly. They would remind me of the length of my absence and the thousands of miles I had travelled in those restless years, but mostly, they would tell me that I had been missed, and that things were better now I had returned. Autumn would come to this place of welcome, this place I would know to be home. Autumn would come and the air would grow cool, dry and magic, as it does that time of the year. At night, I would walk the streets but not feel lonely, for these are the streets of my home town. These are the streets that I had thought about while far away, and now I was back, and all was as it should be. The trees and the falling leaves would welcome me. I would look up at the moon, and remember seeing it in countries all over the world as I had restlessly journeyed for decades, never remembering it looking the same as when viewed from my hometown."
Henry Rollins



it was nice to see all my relatives again but it was soo cold! but anyway i enjoy it each time. not least because of all this tasty fooood :) there are sooo many cakes and flans and biscuits and cookies and drops and tortes and wdhjhsbdnmwad.. holy, everywhere you look but i don't know why? but i know that there is such a wide range of eeverything..i bought a reaally cool barbie-cake, which i never saw here, there even is a wider choice of chinese soups! but my absolute favourite dish is pierogi, ruskie pierogi, yummmyy.



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i'm simply too tired for this world...sleeping for hours each noon but the tiredness doesn't wanna go away. Friday finally the holidays start and i will go to poland for a week :-) ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY!


just another post about a weekend

It's saturday evening and i'm going to spend my evening with Linda and Caro. We'll just hang-out and make shoko-fondue, yummy. At noon tomorrow i'll go to frankfurt with Jasi due to a gig in the evening that she will play with her band The Living Toy at Nachtleben. Prior to that we'll go shopping because it's "Open on Sunday" (?). By the way, there's only one week left until holidays! :-)


we all break away don't we...

...we break away from people who were once our friends. Someone we trust in, shared secrets with, one that we had great company with or someone we just loved without knowing exactly why. But sometimes, even if we make the effort, some things just happen the way they were meant to be. It is such a sad truth. We might want them back but we know they will never come back. They will just stay in memories.



Have to show you one of my favourite bands!
CRYSTAL CASTLES is an experimental electro-trash-duo from Toronto, consisting of the beats-making half Ethan Kath and (wasted) vocalist Alice Glass. They have been described as the kind of music that "you just want to follow like a cult, or hate with every fibre of your being" and i rather love and follow them like a cult ;D In my opinion, they are one of a kind; Ethan's beats are just perfect and even if Alice all the time drives under the influence of drugs and alcohol, she is kind of my role model because she really doesn't give a shit what others are thinking and in addition, i LOVE her style! She is so unique!

"we are crystal castles
we are 1 boy and 1 girl
we are named after She-Ra's home
we play rough"

there is always that one person.. no matter how long it's been or how badly he has treated you, if he say i love you, you will say it back.


time moves on and those moments that i held in my heart each day, are slowly disappearing

it's future rust and it's future dust

Let’s face it, we’ve changed. We always change, but this time i think there was a big change. Somewhere between school ending last school year and today. We’ve all gone in our own directions.
It's all so different now, haven't see some of my people for weeks, we no longer only hang-out with our circle of friends talking for hours about nothing at all.. there isn't any time for it. Some people stayed, some don't mind.. now we are going to see which friendship is strong enough to get trough this. Maybe that's what i was scared of. We’ve all changed. Some for the better and some for the worse.



This school life is getting me down (again). After this week, i'm a bit knackered.
But it was worthwhile! On my presentation about "Socialisation" i got 14 points, French 14,5 , Sports (arranging a warm-up) 15 points - yeayy!
First of all, i took a long sleep (about 4 hours) this afternoon. Love it!
But accordingly, i'm ALWAYS feeling, like i've wasted my time ?!
In a moment i'll clean up a bit and then i'll go to annina's birthday party :-) I'm glad to see some friends again, i didn't see them for weeks! As a gift, i'll design a jutebag with a fat WTF ? written on it, but it's not finished yet. :p
Tomorrow i'll go to frankfurt to my aunt because after 3 months it's one of grandmas <3 (she's 88) last weekends here in germany before we bring her back to poland. I'll also go shopping; primark and so :-) Have a nice weekend everyone!


another useless indieblog

Lasting for months i mulled over creating my own blog.
It really gives me great pleasure reading all these creative blogs but certainly it takes so much time, so i thought it's useless to create an own.
Finally i decided to create one BUT in english (even if my english really isn't good ;D).
Maybe it will improve my english - so i hope this (a little mainstream but funny?) posting becomes useful! :-)