some people are just born with tragedy in their blood

go sleep forever end to dust

"Now it's over, You've taken your life
The dark grows thin, And I'm left to hide

I don't regret it, But it's sad anyway
Now were both dead, And scared of the black
This life of games, And diligent trust
It's the things we do, Or the things we must
I'm now tired of being cussed
So go sleep forever end to dust."

(crystal castles - vanished)

we are just misguided ghosts

travelling endlessly
the ones we trusted the most
pushed us far away

at the present i'm simply too busy with biology blabla due to a presentation about nutrition. in a sort it's really interesting to get to know what happens when you assimilate food and some things even are making a sense suddenly :p but several things are just completely pointless :/ but at least i could also use this time to discover some new bands! even though, it's easier said than done..because.. do you know that? you truly want to come to know several new bands but you simply can't stop listen to the songs of your old favourite band! in some way you're simply in need of hear them RIGHT NOW, again and again :D .. vicious circle, right?! so, my problem is called FOALS yet again. i just can't stop listen to them since summer. so it's true: music makes the addict in you.

did you ever dreamt so much that you started to scare yourself? I mean have you ever just withdrawn from reality & made yourself a little home in the quarters of your mind? Then you dreamt up something ideal & all of a sudden you felt little waves of panic wash over you because you've just realized this whole mess you've made in your head. And the scariest thing you realized is while you've been living above & beyond what you wanted in your mind, you haven't really been living in reality at all.

dear summer, please visit soon

via

I dig my toes into the sand
the ocean looks like a thousand diamonds
strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
pretend that I am weightless
and in this moment I am happy...happy

i think there is a lack of text on my blog, especially because improving my english by posting texts was the main reason for me to create a blog, so therefor i will exert myself and here we go: Firstly, i got my first blog award from Fabienne, thank you :)
actually, i never wanted to take part in these typical blog-things (awards, contests, raffles) but.. in fact, i think, it's a good cause. so, as soon as i'll have some free time i'll look around for several blogs and present you my preferred one's. if you like you can post me your blog-links and i'll have a look! but only on condition that you have less than abouts 60 readers, your blog isn't only a fashionshow and you don't post any pictures of your different nail polishes, your starbucks-drinks or your daily food ;D :) .. apart from that there is nothing special to narrate. i just had free house for 3 weeks and they felt like holidays :) now mom is back and the universally known stress at school, too. i have math exam on monday and because i'm quite lousy at maths, it will spoil my whole weekend :) thereto i'll spend my leisure time reading "Die Räuber" by Schiller due to german exam on wednesday and prepare a presentation for biology, yeayy. finally, here are some pics from the last weekend, CAROs 18.'s :)

today...we escape